you left the state without me
shows how much you care about me
i could call, but you could hang up
you could take my loving cup
but i don't want to share
i don't want to care
i don't want to bare it all
you've got a life without me
don't know a thing about me
it's no wonder i can't get through
on the phone he said "i love you"
i don't want to talk it over
never cried on anyone's shoulder
more and more as i get older
take a look and see
how alone and free
anyone can be
just never let em see you sweat
little pieces, all they get
so why do you still feel like shit?
feels like a heartbreak
but it's nothing near that great
i never came that close
not even an only ghost
and on and on it goes
nobody knows
my heart's on fire but my blood is frozen
take a look and see
how alone and free
anyone can be
just never let em see you sweat
little pieces, all they get
so why do you still feel like this?
it's a mystery
how i seem to be
something less than myself
x3
ok this is another one of those songs that i've heard countless times but for some reason just hits differently rn ? lol idk why that happens but i love when it does. like u gain a new appreciation for a track that maybe just didn't register the same as before ? so strange lol
but anyways as i mentioned at the bottom of the aimee post below too, i have a new shirt blog called favoriteT lol but i'm bringing it up again rn not just to plug it but cos i got a sick jh3 shirt last year and i'd like to point that out lmao this is the jh3 shirt woww:)
also spoiler alert... but would u believe me if i said my band is gonna be labelmates with juliana once our first 7" comes out later this year on american laundromat records:)) what an insane dream come tru lol stay tuned for more on that... :P
08.06.2023
that's just what you are
in our endeavor we are never seeing eye to eye
no guts to sever so forever may we wave goodbye
and you're always telling me that it's my turn to move
when i wonder what could make the needle jump the groove
i won't fall for the oldest trick in the book
so don't sit there and think you're off of the hook
by saying there is no use changing
cos that's just what you are
that's just what you are
acting steady always ready to defend your fears
what's the matter with the truth did i offend your ears
by suggesting that a change might be a thing to try
like it would kill you just to try and be a nicer guy
it's not like you would lose some critical piece
if somehow you moved point a to point b
maintaining there is no point changing
cos that's just what you are
that's just what you are
now i could talk to you 'til i'm blue in the face
but we still would arrive at the very same place
with you running around and me out of the race
so maybe you're right nobody can take
something older than time and hope you could make
it better that would be a mistake
so take it just so far
cos that's just what you are
that's just what you are
that's just what you are
acting steady always ready to defend your fears
(that's just what you are)
what's the matter with the truth did i offend your ears
(that's just what you are)
you're like a sleepwalking man it's a danger to wake you
(that's just what you are)
even when it is apparent where your actions will take you
(that's just what you are)
and that's just what you are
idk this song has just been in my head a lot lately.. been contemplating lyrics lately lol but aimee mann really has a way with words
or at least i personally think she's good at making these catchy rhymey lyrics that are generally pretty clever lol
note to self i still gotta watch magnolia asap !!!
also her style in that era two thumbs up like cmon the suede pants and vogs ?? why do i feel like this is me...
*also, unrelated to this aimee mann post* i started a new tumblr called favoriteT (added to the nav bar above) that's an archive of my shirts loll
i tried to get as many photos from the original listings i bought em from or took my own pics so they're all my specific shirts, but a few i just found photos of the same shirt so pls don't take points off for it not being 100% accurate, i will do my best to keep it accurate going forward lolll
i'm still adding shirts so it's gonna take time before i'm completely up to date but here's a good chunk to start :)
srry it's kinda nerdy and g** but idk i like seeing em all on a page together, feels like a virtual closet lol